Wednesday, October 28, 2009

RE: Picture Tag


So this is the tenth picture in my first photo folder. This is actually from our honeymoon three years ago. We went to the Oregon coast and this was a beautiful dam on the way that I thought was so pretty we needed to take a picture and to say the least it was windy.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

I am Thankful for...

Happy Halloween!
Connor trying to kiss Cooper they are such stinkers I always catch them trying to kiss...yikes
Eating some dinner what a cutie pie

He loved that Pumpkin
I felt bad about whining the other day about being sick so I thought I would talk about all the good things that have happened recently.
My sister-in-law is moving to Utah, so she and her parent's came to stay with us for a few days while they looked for a place to live. It was a lot of fun having then here for a few days and Connor had so much fun playing with them, Cooper also was devastated when they left. Connor loved the pumpkin they brought him from their Garden it was so cute. Anyway I am so thankful to have a wonderful family who cares and loves us.
I started feeling better and my sore throat went away and let me tell you what a blessing that was. It was also amazing because somehow through this Connor started taking a Binky again which has made life that much easier, he is so much less fussy and he is so much better at nursing it is amazing. I am not sure why he started taking one again but I think he might be teething and that helps soothe him. I am so thankful for that it has made life easier he doesn't cry nearly as often and a burden has been lifted because he is so much better at nursing and that has made me a lot more happy. Connor is also taking at least two naps a day usually for an hour and sometimes even two that it makes up for his recent behavior of getting up at 6:30 every morning.
I am also so thankful for my husband who is truly amazing and my best friend. We don't go out that much and our weekends are usually devoted to a nice quiet movie at home and this last weekend I don't know what it was but I just had so much fun and I was laughing all weekend. We usually try out new movies that are free with our cable and we both hadn't seen "New World" which is about Pocahontas-I don't know how to spell it- but oh my gosh if you are thinking of watching that movie don't! It is seriously the most slow, boring, and just strangest movies I have ever attempted to watch. Now I love Native Americans and nature and all that good stuff but oh my gosh this was just super weird and there was no real story being told oh my gosh what a waste of time. Anyway I am so thankful for Kevin and his abilities to provide for our family and to make my life great. I really missed him when he was gone for a day when he went to interview with the FBI in Phoenix. Kevin I hope you get in but either way you are amazing and I am so thankful for you and all you do for me, Connor has a great father and I know one day he will have a great friend in you. I love you with all my heart.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

What am I five?

So I have been sick for a little over a week and I am so done. I remember not liking being sick but being sick as a mom is easily the worst experience ever. First of all fearing that you are going to give it to your baby is heartbreaking and secondly not being able to take anything because you are nursing even worse. When I am sick I take NyQuil and ride out the storm in a nice hazy sleep for a few days until it is over. Now it's like here don't get a good nights sleep take care of your baby without getting him sick too. So needless to say I am done being sick, so I went to the doctor because I woke up with my eyes glued shut from goo and puss and let me tell you I haven't had that experience since I was like five and it's even grosser now than it was then. So the "helpful" doctor told me it was probably viral and that I had to basically wait it out but if it got worse I could go get some Rx eye drops. Oh well great that is exactly what I wanted to hear and here it is two days later still with red gooey eyes and a sore throat that is so painful I try not to swallow and I am pretty sure there is something growing in my throat at least there is a little white dot at the back of my throat where it is most painful. Anyway needless to say I am done being sick. I did think that the worst was going to be giving birth with a cough still that scared me but coughing after a c-section sounds OK now because at least then I was on some pretty good pain killers. Anyway I just felt like ranting and complaining a little to make myself feel better thanks for listening.